I wonder why..
Some times when I talk to my mum..
I'll sure get angry easily..
And will fight back..
I wonder why..
Even when I'm happy..
but inside of me..
Is forever unhappy..
I wonder why..
Whenever I feel sad about something..
I just wanna cry out loud..
Or just find someone to talk to, share my feelings..
I wonder why..
If I don't get what I want..
I'll get angry, or piss off about it..
And I'll just make my face..
I wonder why..
Why is that I'm making my life so difficult?
Feel everything is hard for me to accept..
Hard for me to work with..
Like my life is upside down with the real world..
I can't control myself..
I can't change myself..
I can't ask myself to accept the truth..
I can't love myself...anymore..
I just CAN'T
ps: i love you... c=
♥ 9:41 AM